Kiss Away Every Tear

here_for_now @ 2005-05-16T12:20:00

2005-05-16T16:21:31Z

I'm moving in with Heidi!

here_for_now @ 2005-04-24T00:28:00

2005-04-24T04:30:08Z

Sooo... I was finally going to get my car fixed last week so we took it to this place that builds race cars. And the guy basically told me my car wasn't worth fixing, so I'm not getting it fixed. When I first heard that it wasn't worth fixing I was really really bummed because even though my car is a piece of shit, I love it. But I'm really not bummed anymore because on Monday I'm most likely getting a 2002 Black Honda Accord. (It might sound like a crappy car to some of you, but the car I have now is a dead 94 honda civic) I'm really excited about it. They have a 5 speed that I REALLY want because I LOVE driving manuals, but I think my driveway would kill the clutch. But getting an automatic is definately ok with me. I'm so excited about finally having a car again. AND once I get a car I won't have to drive my moms huge tank around everywhere and I'll be allowed to go out again... as long as I'm being a good girl. Too bad I'm going to be the one paying for my damn car. $15,900. Hopefully my neighbor (who is co-signing on the car for me) and I will be able to talk the price down.

OH OH OH and my dad is buying a Mini Cooper this summer! Which is definately going to be a manual because the Cooper S doesn't come in automatics. I'm going to steal his car when he gets it. I'm finished rambling now.

Listen to...

2005-02-16T20:39:15Z

The Decemberists really fucking awesome band.

here_for_now @ 2004-12-29T10:25:00

2004-12-29T15:30:17Z

I'm so nervous about next year, but I am definately ready to get the fuck out of this house and away from my crazy mother.
Yeah, so my car died and I have to some how buy another one to get around because my parents refuse to drive me anywhere. Damn it's such a pain to find rides everywhere. The only way I can afford another car is if I pay for it monthly, but since I'm only 18 I don't have credit so someone else has to sign for it. Maybe my dad will because my mother has already clearly stated that she is not going to, ha she would never do anything that would help me, so it's no suprise.

here_for_now @ 2004-12-08T21:44:00

2004-12-09T02:44:08Z


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it's a hard day for dreaming

2004-11-02T03:16:29Z

So I spent all of Saturday with Jamie because it was his birthday and it was a lot of fun. Ha, for his birthday I bought him Swedish Fish, Chewy Spees, and Nerds and I wrapped it all in aluminum foil. Then I went home and went to sleep until Monday morning at 6am because I was sick which sucked because I had plans to hang out with Heidi and Jamie on Sunday and I slept right though them. And now it is Monday night and I can't sleep because I slept for 30 something hours already. Lame.

fall to pieces

2004-10-08T14:52:05Z

Yesterday was good and bad.
Bad:
Kevin's car wouldn't start after school
My car over heated while I was taking Eric to his interview
Publix wouldn't cash my check
I lost my tongue ring
MY CAR SUCKS, but I need it.

So my car. I pick up Eric and we go to Applebees and as we're leaving I look at my temperature gage thing in my car and I notice that it's getting hot really fast. It was scared. So we pulled over in the Goodwill and Music Authority parking lot. We opened the hood of my car and smoke was coming out of it. Eww. Then Eric got a sweat shirt out of my car and said, "stand back" and he opened the radiator thing and green anitfreeze went EVERYWHERE. Then we poured water in my radiator and continued on to his job interview. He got the job, so congrats to him.

Good:
Work was fun...odd
School was interesting
I can't tell you

The end

here_for_now @ 2004-09-05T10:57:00

2004-09-05T14:58:21Z

My mom is going out of town tomorrow... Until Saturday. I'm so excited!!!!

Your sweet kiss.

2004-08-30T01:33:07Z

I had a fabulous day with the one and only Taylor Voss. ß That is all you need to know… kidding.

We went to the mall with Matt.

I bought some pants. YAY!

Then of course we both bought candy because candy is the best thing in the world.

Then we tried on homecoming dresses…. Even though I’m not going because I don’t have a date. Hmmm oh well.

OH OH OH and when we were trying on dresses we ran into the lovely Jenn Davis! I haven’t seen her in FOREVER.

THEN we went to the movies and hung out with Tyler for awhile.

Neal met up with us, and the three of us watch Princess Dairies 2. It was… it was a Disney movie. The End.

HA, and the best part of the day was when we were talking to Tyler and throwing mini gummie bears on my car. Yeah, those were fun to get off. Let me tell you.

Have a good night.

I miss Ed. I haven't seen him in forever. This just isn't right!

This is the moment...

2004-08-29T01:53:07Z

This is crazy, two nights in a row being home before 10. I think there must be something wrong with me. Oh wait it because I don’t have a car at the moment. Yep, that must be it.

So I worked today from 11 – 630ish. I totally left work with $60 or so more than I went there with. I love when anal parents give me tips for acting nice and serving their disgusting little kids popcorn and pizza.

Tyler picked me up from work today and we went back to his house and played Vice City for a while. Neither one of us play the game right, so it was a lot of fun. Umm…. To bad I SUCKED at driving, stealing cars, and walking. Yep, I just sucked at the entire game. Then Shanna and Justin came home so we talked to them for a while and then he brought me home.

Sorry to the people I planned to hang out with tonight. I ended up car-less this weekend and got sick. I’m sorry. Forgive me?

I want some freakin Starbucks now. OH WAIT, I’m home alone with no car. Snap.

I think tomorrow I’m going to hit up the mall and thrift stores and buy some clothes. Anyone want to join me?

Love.Love

I have a..

2004-08-28T03:06:27Z

You know everything that I'm afraid of
And you do everything I wish I did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know I should tell you how I feelin'
I wish everyone would disappear
And every time you call me, I'm just scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I got a crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that I don't wanna know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way, ohhh

Ooh, I wish I could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to
Nobody knows I've got a crush on you

Doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo doo

Doo doo doo doo doo doo

I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I got a crush on you

OH SNAP!
Chris and Tyler gave me a ride home from work tonight which I appreciate more than they know. AND we listening to that song by Noise Ratchet on the way to my house and oh oh oh is it amazing. And... Umm I can't tell you.. Hehe.

Blah I'm sick because I'm allergic to my place of employment.

Car Accident

2004-08-21T07:03:03Z

Taylor’s car, Randy, died today. I loved that car.

Story…

Taylor and I were on our way to school and we were stopped to make a left turn and out of no where this lady who had to be going at least 50 mph hits us from the back. It was crazy. Taylor’s car started making funny noises so we just turned it off and got out. We went to check on the lady that hit us and she was bleeding from the head and had pretty bad burns on her arms from the air bags, but thankfully she was ok. So at that point Taylor called the police and I called the ladies daughter (The lady was older) to tell her what had happened. Ahh, that was a scary thing to do. Blah then everything happened really fast and the cops came, both cars were towed and then Taylor and I were off to the hospital in an ambulance.

Today wasn’t a very good day, but there is always tomorrow.

Love.Love

Oh what a night

2004-08-16T01:24:13Z

I have one crazy weekend.

The End. Ha, kidding.

Friday night I picked up Heidi and we decided to make the two hour drive to Macon to see some band play. Plus umm. Eric, Tyler, Ch..Chap… Tyler’s friend and Matt were there and they’re cool. So we got down there met up with Eric and Tyler and just bummed around a bit. Then Heidi, Eric and I decided to go in search of a gas station. We were having no luck which completely sucked, but then we saw a cop and decided to ask him where a gas station was. He turned out to be the coolest cop in the world. First he asked us where we were from and when we told him Atlanta he said, “what the fuck are you doing in Macon?” ha, I’ve never heard a cop cuss. Then he gave us a ride to the gas station and back to the show because he was just that awesome. While we were in the car with him… he broke the law and not just once, but four time. He threw trash out the window, didn’t wear his seat belt, ran a red light and crossed over double yellow lines. It was the best. Yep so when he dropped us off at the show there was a group of kids standing outside and they looked rather confused as we got out of the cop car with drinks and candy. Oh the looks on there faces. Yeah, so then we got bored…and so Heidi, Eric, Tyler’s friend and I decided to leave. We hit mad traffic when we got to Atlanta and then got lost and drove around forever… then after 5 hours after we left Macon I finally got home. It was insane.

Hmmm Saturday I worked, then I babysat with Taylor. Then she spent the night and we stayed up talking about everything.

Sunday…. Taylor and I got up and went to church. Then I went to Starbucks with Jared. After that I went and hung out with Tyler at his place of employment. We ended up talking for almost 2 hours about everything. THEN I spent mad money on jackets at Target with Taylor. Stopped by Brittany’s place of employment. Then Taylor and I went to see A Cinderella Story.

I’m tired.

So this is the new year

2004-08-07T17:37:32Z

Haha, my mother doesn’t trust me at all, but no matter how hard she tries she can’t seem to “catch” me in a lie. I love it. Yeah, and maybe it all has to do with the fact that I’m really not lying about where I’m going. For example, yesterday I said “I’m going to see a movie.” So I went to the movie theater to see when the movies were playing… and my mother drove by to make sure I was there. how lame. I’m almost freakin 18.

Yep, so last night I went over to Tyler’s with Melissa and Jordan and we did the usual…. Which consists of nothing, but some how it’s always fun. I learned that I am an excellent card player when the other person on my team is telling me what to do. Yeah, I still don’t know what game we were playing.

This morning I was suppose to hang out with Jared, but my dad borrowed my car to go to work and since Jared didn’t want to pick me up we ended up not hanging out yet again. I miss him. But whateves… so I ended up cleaning out my closet and room… that took FOREVER and it’s still not completely finished.

So this afternoon I’m suppose to be hanging out with Jordan. Hopefully he won’t forget about me and make other plans. I have no idea what we’re going to do.

I’m lame, I like Ashlee Simpson.

The End.

so long sweet summer

2004-08-06T00:02:18Z

So I’m supposed to be grounded, but apparently I’m not. Haha.

Today was fun…. and this is what I did.

I woke up and instead of being lazy all day I called and woke up Melissa and Logan and made them workout with me.

Then Melissa, Logan, Geoff and Ryan and I went to eat at Applebee’s which was exciting. Yep, so the bill was $50 or so and Ryan had exactly $20 in quarters so we used that to help pay for everything. Hehe… ok well at least I thought it was funny.

Then I went to see a movie with Mr. Eric and got bored so then we were going to leave, but we saw Neal and stopped to talk and then the wonderful and amazing and hot Jenn happened to be there as well, so of course we talked to her.

Then we went to Home Depot with Tyler because we’re just that cool.

Now I’m home.

I can’t believe summer is over. It went by so fast, but I made some awesome new friend that I seem to hang out with everyday and became closer to a lot of the friends I already had. I love them all.

The End.

here_for_now @ 2004-08-01T20:08:00

2004-08-02T03:09:02Z

Morpheus

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Smile Tonight

2004-08-01T03:30:45Z

My heart is lonely.
It’s so easy to pretend you’re happy until you go home at night and find yourself alone.

left there to dream

2004-07-31T01:32:52Z

I miss my best friend. I miss his face and his smile and the sound of his laugh.

I don't want school to start. At least I'm finally going to be a senior.

I miss you

2004-07-29T01:39:39Z

but you know when you've found it, there's something i've learned, cause you feel it when they take it away...

That is so true.

Scales...

2004-07-21T02:21:49Z

Libra is symbolized by the scales. Your ruling planet is Venus and your element is air. If you are a Libra, you thrive on balance in all aspects of your life. You have a great deal of passion and when it comes to love, you like to play games. You have a tendency to search for something better, a search which always seems to come up short. You have difficulty finding satisfaction in life, but you have a great ability to get along with almost anyone. Your best love matches are Aquarius, Aries, and Taurus.

I need you here with your delicate heart...

2004-07-14T15:16:14Z

My heart hurts....

Tilly and the Wall is amazing. And that's all I have to say.

here_for_now @ 2004-07-07T21:27:00

2004-07-08T01:27:56Z

here_for_now @ 2004-07-04T16:28:00

2004-07-04T20:29:22Z

I haven't been on this thing called a computer in forever. Crazy... I used to be so addicted to it. Yeah I really dont have anything exciting to say.

I got my tongue pierced.

here_for_now @ 2004-05-13T20:14:00

2004-05-14T03:14:53Z

Not only did I get to see Cursive on Saturday, but I bought a car yesterday. Yes and now I'm really freakin poor. I have 1 cent to my name.

here_for_now @ 2004-05-09T09:01:00

2004-05-09T13:03:13Z

Last night.... fucking CURSIVE.. That was the BEST show ever!

I didn't get home until 3 something... and I got up at 630 and my mother breakfast... ha, i'm so sweet... not